Tuesday, November 20, 2007

tension

my crazy busy weekend of last week is over and now i have another crazy busy weekend to look forward to haha. but at least this one i dont really need to do much (hopefully)

sometimes i feel like wahlao im so tired i need a rest then first thing i do is arrange something new to do.. kinda not helping myself out there i guess but its just theres so many things to do and so little time to do it..
note to self: PRIORITISE DUDE (going out should NOT be there)

so anyway, first day of gp posting was wayyyyy funner than anything we have done in a long long time haha. tho we had to stand for like 5 hours, it was surprisingly really great! haha. our gp is like this really small crazy guy who laughs really loudly (when a patient came in saying tt he had chikunkunya he just burst out laughing much to the patients annoyance lol.. for further info, check this out) but hes a really good teacher and he taught us how to play the piano! haha.

coolest moment of the day: when he washed out a patients ear and a great big lump of fungus popped out

and yesssss. successfully managed to draw blood today on first try haha. its qt fun la cos he lets us clerk the patients (tho there is nothing much to clerk for a common cold) which kinda makes me feel like maybe its not so impossible that ill be doing this one day (seeing patients i mean) tho i still think its really scary to open your own clinic cos likeeee. what if ur wrong mann. noone to help you out haha.

crap. im gonna be the worst doc ever la :(
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sometimes i think im the patheticest (is there even such a word) person in the whole world to keep hanging on and dreaming when dreams just dont really come true, do they?

the suspense is killing me
i wish i could say what i want and hope for but then i know that i have no right to expect anything from something non existent.. rargh whatever la haha not like the people who matter care anyway.

oh dear this post has turned depressing. something to cheer everyone up haha



seseme street rrrrrrrocks!